"An Opinion on Not Giving a **** On What Others Think (Censored so Not To Offend Others)"
What more do you require of me? Have you ever wanted me to paint a picture of myself Clear and impressionistic With my hues shining in blotched color That create a masterpiece of mind And a short shadow of soul?
Cause I've been proving myself Since the day I was born Trying to show that I too am a person Who has ONLY fallen short a few hundred of times So I made mistakes. So I made mistakes? Can I please just read a poem Maybe in prose like Gwendolyn Brooks Laying deep meanings under simple words That should all come together Just like life should. No.
No?
I guess you'd never get That we as people sometimes bend the truth Okay we lie. Or is it we don't? I'm never too sure but I do know that my Reality And yours Never fit together like a circular puzzle piece In a rectangular frame Cause you apparently are more than human You never faulted I am always the one messing up Just because we can never see the big picture In retrospect it is actually all so clear Like a rearview mirror I can see behind us And never ahead.
Some people think that my mentality is a little bit off Or that I get distracted a little too easy and that makes me a little bit to the left Did you know that I sometimes like to open my windows and inhale the night? No? Well theres something about me-- Maybe you should look into it.
Cause I know that the shadows of night Sometimes are the brightest things Whenever the sun breaths light Did you understand that last reference-- you know the moon shadows the sun. I thought it'd be impressive-- Or maybe just sound dumb. I like to rhyme sometimes-- kind of like how I love I'm never consistent with emotion Cause humans cannot comprehend our feelings Maybe I just can't comprehend feeling. I switch emotion like shoes Never allowing myself to get too comfortable Before I throw them out and invest in a new pair.
I wish to cut off my hair and walk around with a shorn head Because I DO NOT CARE about how people perceive me But yet making a statement is important Because then what will people think? Damn. Contradiction But isn't contradiction just human instinct? Is contradiction instinct or just reality
That although my messages might not be of great in your mindset They are flawless in my HONEST AND CORRECT OPINION. Just like piety is the only way to lie... live. So hows my portrait looking? Am I the new Menet? Monet have anything on me? Impressionism-- I hate it. I like to see the big picture in a small frame Never wanting to think to hard on where this long dark road is actually taking me Cause there are no streetlights in real life Just pitfalls, ditches, ice and cracks in sidewalk and road I know its earth shattering to hear that life has never been a crystal stair But for me I'm embracing struggle. Who am I kidding I fucking hate it.
I wish sometimes I don't have to work 40 hours a week while in school Can I be adopted by a rich family at 20? No.
No!? Damnit.
I could gloss this thought over with some deep opinion like: Struggle is what makes life rich and "Without struggle there is no life" Well Mr. HUEY NEWTON I guess our situations and outlooks aren't one But I can see where you're coming from Success is no more apparent to me right now Than is living on Mars or the Sun Although I have grand plans to Moonwalk in distant clubs I've made it far in life And I'm still alive But I know your perfection outshines mine. Cause I'm never intending on being perfect And I plan on making ONLY a few hundred more mistakes So I guess my rambling has gone on enough and in all frank honesty Although you are super human That I am human? Well maybe I am And in essence regardless of my errors I am human too. I really am just a human too.
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