white people are crazy n my mom doesnt give a fuck
she went all crazy extreme settin me up
and i was just chillin cuz i always got along
with black people and rican mostly-thats why i love hiphop
cuz see, i didnt get along in that prissy white life
its not that i didnt appreciate it
its just im not a snob
my fam did try and make me one
so when i ran away i lived with my aunt
and we were in the projects
i was the only wbite chick in my click
but during that time people were still sent in
to set me up and start fights n shit
it looks like i want to be ghetto
but i was pushed into the ghetto
i didnt care though
that i was in the ghetto
cuz i found love in ghetto
but when i had a child i changed
i became about the right things
and just did my thing-i wanted nice things so
I moved outta the pj's and busted my ass
and now its interpreted as
i think im too good
for the ghetto
and im still to hood
for white people
so im somewhere inbetween
i used to chill with everyone-even white girls but they were always competing
and others now look @ me like im crazy
like white people are crazy
but i wish i wasnt being set up
so i could just chill in the cut
work my job, take care of my kids and not give a fuck
about all this shit
part of it(the plan)
is that my mom doesnt understand me
that I DO have the hood somewhat in me
but im not a wannabe
i had to resort to music to get thru this
and hiphop has been my muse since i leanrned how to flow it
and i been doing it cuz i needed it
since 1992
singing hooks, writing songs, and flowing bars
and if you dont believe me fuck u
cuz i also come correct with it
weaved poetics and deeper meanings into it
and other shit
like singing, and various musical interests
but my basis was hiphop cuz its where i found acceptance
i like it that way
before it was flashy and shiny n shit
used to sit on the comp and keystyle for hours
had my rhymes critiqued until i got better
then got older and incorporated real meanings
i guess people dont like me cuz im inbetween
but life its a road and i like experimenting
there's so much to my story and i flow from Jan to december
if u dont know im dedicated thats why essentials charter member

i love hiphop

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