Pain...
Its not what its hyped up to be
Its said no pain no gain, but the gain I receive causes my eyes to not see
From the flooding tears that flow like niagra
Rushing -- gushing -- breaking the dams like louisiana
My soul cries too, out for help -- O Hosannah
How am I to get by with no one by my side?
I thought I was strong, an emotional weight lifter
But im not. Im a just a man, lost, and becoming an emotional drifter
I drift blindfolded, and uneasy
Not because I choose to, but because I dont know how to lead
Anymore.
So now I follow....
I follow the sounds whispered in my ears, lying to me
They are the lies of life....once fiction but now feeling like reality
Realistically....im speechless.
Speech is less understood by my brain as a new outcome
Im becoming numb to almost everyone now instead of just some
Dumb--
Thats how I feel.
Its hard to explain because every new day feels surreal
Words cant even express the emotions dwelling within me
Words cant even speak the emotions begging to be released
I am an emotional drifter now.
And I just want to be free....