forget you fell with me? you shameless/heartless
blues stuck to noses n fingertips
clearly off bullseye, a near miss?
deceptive craziness,a love laziness
we long toe clips, garbage flicked.
no double try's,
friends come bearing roses
shots are lies and i'm tequilla sick
rollercoaster O's, twists are comedic
unsalted eyes and no more love licks
from sweet to stank kiss,
almost owned, blind bliss, to back to pre-you basics,
rebuilt walls and a return to fakeness:
ladies-lips-sweet-cheeks drinks in a club mix
vancity flies, the vanities, the I's
signs, drunk drives and blink, blink, fake tits
messaging and texting to pictures of purty faces
trends, attitudes, the uglies and thee faithless
road to breakthroughs,
timeouts n padded rooms, i may not make this.
at times, lawless
humbled by vet-tricks, humbled by "jus for kicks", the Mightiest
almost married emptiness
conspiracy of acquaintences: families, friends, A-lists
X abased and dismissed
a blessing
thank you God for this