about oppression
i left that prissy white life because I was CINDERELLA then put in pretty dresses and made to look like I was a brat
but it's not true...



I would have liked to think that my life was better than it is
that I had a normal family structure
that I was not painted into a corner
that I was not set-up due to jealousy and envy and revenge...

I append to the manipulation of my hidden incarceration
that worked on me so long due to imposed religion and grandmas superstition and
misrepresentation
the blockage that bounced me in so many directions
like a pin-ball machine
but I was being nice when I backed down
but forreal I am jean bonet ramsey
I don’t know how I made it this far
because I been color coded since I was a kid
put in colors and ostracized
a medley of confusion hidden behind religion as I repeat
I looked around one day and said ‘ u got to be fucking kidding me”
and when people were paid to lie on me and find something on me
then even the non-believers- they look for evidence to justify
it’s just how the brain works-
cuz I even read it in psychology books

But most of that color code is not true
I’ve never been in rehab or done nasty sexual favors
so believe that shit and youre a fucking beginner
more or less a follower
and if I didn’t reply to your posts it was due to not having convenient internet access
and two kids
and mad stress

I guess there is still HOPE
because all it takes is someone who’ll really listen
because I’m modern day cinderella with mad incisions
forced into the life that I currently have
I can even break down how my mother did it
mommy dearest-trust me
and my kids were fucking threatened to not say anything
and I can speak properly-because I have held many office jobs
oh and it ain’t a female thing
just another motivation tactic used in the setup
and it is not a LOVE thing because incentives were given

I just sit back and be like “how did I manage”?
I guess JESUS is really right next to me
because this Hitler plan is out to get me...

Portraying a false image

-nuff said

people WILL LIE when paid
and believe shit if enough people believe it

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