= happinessIt will always be something...some boogie man...some apocalyptic event...end of the world catastrophe...seemingly on the horizonevery secondof every dayWasn't FLA and SoCal suppose to break off from the main land and float out into the ocean by now...LOLi.e. it sounds like you are having a hard time dealing with input and information from said sourceschange the sources.Find a hobbyspend more time with your loved onesdo what makes you happyit is that easybut hard to break the cycle and/or patterns of behavior we've learned to this pointIMO, it sounds like that is the cause of your troublesYou've identified the problemwork on solutions.
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