That's a though situation. You did do the "right thing" bruh, I didn't lol

But the feeling of missing out is still there so I definitely feel you. I for sho don't want to beat myself up every few minutes thinking about my screw up. It's sucks cause I was all ready for everything to be coming up Milhouse but I guess this is what I get for identifying with Milhouse in the first place lol

I don't believe in the one either, I just know I don't get too many seemingly perfect prospects that are feeling me back but I guess I can only focus on making more chances for myself.