when i was younger, i used to treat gay male porn like a solar eclipse.

if you stare (or even get a glimpse), you will go blind. or worse, end up with an erection.

this has been how i traversed porn sites since my first computer.

the other day, i soon realized i didn't filter my search results to only include heterosexual shit.

and of course you can't -really- tell what's going on in series of small thumbnails.

so i'm clicking around and ... boom.

two niggas going at it.

i mean the shit was bananas, literally.

one nigga was getting fucked, legs in the air and yanking his dick like there was no tomorrow.

now, the younger me would've immediately hurled the laptop against the wall, like - nooooo!

but the older me thought 'i can't be this affected by consensual sex between adults being recorded ... why do i have to be a afraid?'

so as sort of a 'dare' to myself, i clicked some more, and let me tell you - gay male sex is a whoooole nother world.

a world that i respect, and give space to. but a world that seems very, very deviant. is that okay to admit?

and after seeing another scene where niggas are yanking and banging each other even more harder and violently - i'd decided that i've seen enough.

and so im curious, have you ever actually witnessed gay male sex?

what do you think about it?

is porn even a good representation of gay male sex?

we could probably admit that 'real' sex doesn't look like porn sex, but i know damn well i get my moves from the porn scenes. doesn't everybody?