24. "You should seek outside help." In response to In response to 0
Cause nothing's changed. Even assuming that you're telling the truth (which you're not) you are still exhibiting manic behaviour. And the manic behaviour is the root of the problem.....the drugs are the symptom.
You're having the same flash-in-the-pan momentary revelations that you did whilst on drugs. And it's still feeding into your ego (you're now 'better' than your drug friends...they're not on your level). In fact.....every single post you make is some sort of variation of other people 'not being on your level'. Drugs were a good tool for you to indulge in that. Now you're using sobriety to do the same thing. So really, nothing's changed. Spare me the details cause I know recovery when I see it. You are not exhibiting it.
You have a MASSIVE ego and a whole bunch of defence mechanisms that guard it. We all do....but addicts are more extreme. You need someone else to help you deconstruct all of that because you have grown extremely proficient in lying to yourself.