>i feel like im barely getting in a position to start paying
>off debt.

is the hard part.
my credit score is excellent... and i am looking forward to having a more secure/regular income stream (while consulting, lol)
so its not all downstream.
but literally the only thing i can say about this decade is - i will be paying back debt
the only question really is how much progress i can make toward that goal
that's not exactly the most exciting thing to look forward to.

.
http://perspectivesudans.blogspot.com/
i myself would never want to be god,or even like god.Because god got all these human beings on this planet and i most certainly would not want to be responsible for them, or even have the disgrace that i made them.