I’ve tended to judge white people harshly for not contributing to society in ways that don’t benefit themselves
But I do the same. So I’m working to volunteer more.
I beat myself up when I don’t succeed. Was thinking about this today about how much I tried to volunteer to help robotics for high schools in dc but then didn’t.
What I’d forgotten is that my job kept randomly sending me out of town and that I think switched to night hours, so volunteerism wasn’t really an option.

So that’s what I’m hypocritical about
What I tried to do to remedy it
Then why that didn’t work.

So I’ll try again

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“There is no fate that cannot be surmounted by scorn.” -Albert Camus