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I hope it finds you well.
Mental illness is a very real and debilitating condition and it can turn anyone who has a seemingly nice and normal life into a shell of who they would be otherwise.
As far as your current condition, I saw a video of a young woman who was coming to terms with coping with OCD for quite a long time. She said, "I have OCD, but OCD doesn't have me."