Like I said it was mostly a shock early on when you expect one thing and get another. Thats how life is. Thats how things were post-surgery.
A lot of people who had resources actually did inbox me. Iknow at the time tehre wasnt a lot of info/knowledge on it. So if it ever comes up again id love to be a resource.
--- "though time has passed, im still the future" (c) black thought