Don't worry -- all of us on this thread have teetered on the brink of nonsense at times.
What you have to say is very interesting, and I think it echoes in large part much of what is posted above. Have you read some of the above posts? When you have time, you might find some specific statement or question that really fires you up, rather than the general questions that I posed that really would take volumes to answer.
Looking forward to more discussion.
Peace.
~ ~ ~ All meetings end in separation All acquisition ends in dispersion All life ends in death - The Buddha