>>1) At what age did you
>have your first sexual
>experience?
15

>
>2) What was your chief motivation
>for entering that
>relationship, or those relationships?

love, for whut i thought at the time
>
>3) Do you distinguish sex from
>love, or are they the
>
>same thing to you?

no
>
>4) Did you ever consider having
>a child, although at
>the time you weren't married? If
>yes, how old were you
>
>and what motivated the desire?

yes, i was 17 & b/c i wanted sumthin that belonged to me
>
>5) If you have children, what
>is your relationship
>with them- are they used to
>fill the empty space in
>
>your life; so they serve as
>a weapon for keeping your
>
>partner in line, etc. If you
>do not have children, so
>
>you still have a strong desire
>to have them; what is
>
>your motivation?
>
i dont have children now b/c i cant take care of them rite now, like
i imagine id want to, or wld

>6) How and why did you
>end your last relationship?

i was insecure, and let him go
>
>7) How strongly do you respond
>to criticism from a
>mate?

very

Even when the criticism is
>valid, do you
>sometimes find yourself worried about whether
>the
>comments mean he is about to
>break off the
>relationship?

yes
>
>8) Do you prefer dating men
>who are married, have
>another girlfriend, or are intensely involed
>with
>their work?

no, not AT ALL
>
>9) Do you sometimes find yourself
>in a good
>relationship but still feel uncomfortable about
>it?

yes
>
>10) How often have you ended
>a relationship before the
>man whom you were dating, living
>with, or married to
>decided to end it?

once
>
>11) When you look at yourself
>in the mirror, what do
>
>you see?

things i show/tell no on else

Are you comfortable or
>uncomfortable with
>your body image?

not all the time
>
>12) How many times have you
>tried dieting or gaining
>weight over the last three years?

ugh
>
>
>13) Have you ever suffered bulimia,
>anorexia, or any
>other eating disorder?

yes, but not bulimia nor anorexia
>
>14) When you are hurt, angry,
>or lonely, do you
>frequently head for the refridgerator, for
>the stove,
>or for that bottle of wine?

for my notebook, my cd collection & the fone to call shaun
>
>
>15) How often do you head
>for work, either in your
>
>house or at your office, when
>things are going badly
>in a relationship?

like to keep myself busy
>
>16) Do you lash out at
>others for no apparent reason?
>
im rude, honest, i ahve low tolerance for a lot of shit, so yeah
>
>17) Have you within the past
>five years been the first
>
>to attack, verbally or physically, your
>male partner?

no
>
>18) Do you sometimes become so
>angry with yourself
>that you deny yourself certain niceties?

yes
>
>
>19) Do you sometimes spend days
>in bed when you are
>
>not physically ill, find yourself tired
>when you have
>exerted very little if any physical
>energy, realize
>you can't get yourself motivated?

all the time
>
>20) Have you ever thought that
>you would be better off
>
>dead, ever thought of commiting suicide,
>ever
>attempted suicide?

yes
>
>21) Do you sometimes bend over
>backward in a
>relationship, attempting to please the other
>person,
>even if it means sacrificing your
>own pleasure and
>happiness?

yes
>
>22) Do you invest more time
>in helping a man improve
>
>his life than you do in
>improving your own?

no
>
>23) Are you frequently overly conscious
>of how people
>perceive you?

sumtimes
>
>24) Do you feel that you
>never measure up to others?

no
>
>
>25) Do you believe everything you
>do has to be
>perfect?

there is no other way to be


*this coming frum sumone w/ a distant but there father, and a stepfather,
and slew of uncles















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i just want chu to know
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how i feel