I've tugged onto little gurl, afraid to let her go, because grown women don't need direction.
Grown women can't fall into their fathers' laps and dream about days before divorces and second wives.
>>really felt this line.
And I find myself wanting to be a little gurl again, sucking in the airyness that was my life. Blending in with the shadiest of crowds... Pulling my past back into me... I am not a little gurl anymore