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on baldwin earlier.
i'm going to continue in a ramble here
this is just an '^' tho
(if there is a thing such as color, strip it from me
take it by the finger, the pinkie
and pull at the corner
peel away time-
anger, weather beaten
my face is a shack
behind a plantation)
"mister, do you have a nickel?"
her skin is white satin. becky or molly or sue or beth ten or eleven or nine or twelve
"mister, do you have a nickel?"
the ice cream truck's siren plays bach against the ears of the children. they run and dance, laugh and tease, ice cream dripping across their hands like colored diamonds
"mister..."
he's sitting on a green bench in a park, Notes of a Native Son between his hands, his legs crossed at the ankle, tie loose
"mister, do you have a nickel?"
he looks up and finds a small girl tugging on one of her golden pigtails. her plaid skirt, green and girl scout looking, is being twiddled in her other hand.
"mister?"
"no, i'm sorry, little lady, i actually don't."
at this, her head cocks. she looks at his pocket. she doesn't believe him.
he waits a moment then smiles and lifts his shoulders in reassurance.
"i'm sorry. i really don't."
she frowns
and frowns,
frowns,
"Niggers never have nothing."
(my face
is a shack
behind a plantation
the people who want me to forget
are never the right color)
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The cry I bring down from the hills __________belongs to a girl still burning __________inside my head. At daybreak
____________________she burns like a piece of paper. - YK
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