2. "RE: i think i'm gonna just chill here for a while" In response to In response to 0
spectacular that's the word he used spectacular but now when i listen to him say that word it breaks up and comes apart and sounds like something else spectacle, you liar
and i get angry
who does that? what kind of person?
its like trying to figure out the mind of a serial killer cause yeah, im pretty sure he's a serial killer
he was so good at it all he had to have done it before repeatedly to many
he knew i had come from hell and was basking in my heaven he knew i was enjoying my post traumatic beauty
even tho he knew my feet were spread apart most of me was on the come up while one foot still tip toed in the darkness of my pain i was smiling but still clutching the autopsy report to my chest and watering graveyard grass with my tears
i saw him in a vision killing me after of course i had handed him the weapon
trying to figure out the mind of a serial killer is like trying to figure out my own it all comes around right back to me
to me with these fkn antennas i shoulda kept covered and this fkn heart i shoulda tucked in tight and this fkn poetic ass deep ass real ass soul i shoulda kept to myself .................................................
ralphie told me a long time ago that i.always.survive. and he was right khris tells me all the time that i gotta special kinda way and he was right my mamma wont let me forget that i am like the moon even when its dark, i am radiant she's right i am