i had a scare like this recently. a "my mother is mortal and truly wont be here forever, so what does that mean to me" scare so i understood...
it was my dead ends & i >had not >conditioned, but i was conditioned into thinking as long as i >dont >think >about it, it will be okay. >as long as he loves me, it will be okay. >as long as he tells the truth, it will be okay. >as long as he wants me, it will be okay. >as long as he wants to fk me, it will be okay. >as long as i can brush my teeth in the morning, it will be >alrite, >but it neva was.
******************* a woman like me needs to own her own galleries write her own anthologies needs blueberry bagels for breakfast coconut rice for lunch pork chops & glasses of wine for dinner nothing but a string of pearls and some moisturizer to bed