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30. "cuz..."
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i was dating this guy that reminded me of my father..

and it was like he would watch over me

but I couldnt help to think .. "what about him".. cuz he was so extrovertedly concerned with everybody else it seemed...

it was kinda rushed tho.. i felt i could articulate better anyway =D..
ima rewrite..

thanx.


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rules are for those that need structure
discipline is for the anal retentive and power hungry
repeated tests are the only thing of which i speak
we need to be tested to find out which part of the soul is weak~robynwildchild

You have the strength of Beowulf but cripple it because of your affinity for the monster
You have been sustaining yourself on the gruel of self-destruction for so long your stomach rejects the ambrosia of life
While the hero of your mind stands by without action while the monster of your emotions sever friendship like arteries under the knife~PG

"fingertips of sun
trace the edges of this room
I turn my face so
your leaving does not eclipse
your kiss on back of my neck"~Ambergirl

someday I won't have to tell myself the obvious
or pretend to be oblivious
~Robynwildchild

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The new me is like: A woman killed in ruffles; falling to the ground with her hair spread out; her wrist secreting ambiant neon blood
Juggling the moon and stars in palms; with the flecks in the eyes turning globes confetti like yearns of non-existant love...
Running in barefoot brooks; with the moon arching its reflection up the aching backs where he holds onto my hips and sways me
my dreams are:
Renewing again amoungst the mating mossrocks stay satiated coining a pith in a breathy palms; so so sappy drenching dreary destiny to bloody toned walls
my heart calls: callused and waving kites colors hues meshing, please feel me- I'm so-so soft- scratching like cat napes, round and female with sun-dresses blowing passion.. kiss the wind swiveling tears on cheeks, the light beams behind my curls, I pose and bleeeeeeed with pain on my sleeve...
engulf: anger,sadness, happiness changing to squared rolling wheels, penetrate the projections of emotional mattresses... I feel open.. constantly.. dream of my transparent body unzipping my skin and stepping out of me.. and I run to cotton-candy padded fields and glow with bliss, and he will wait with his arms open- like that of jesus and view me- patiently...cuz he knows I tripped on my way there and I'm all bruised... ~ me



the colors were NEVER accurate!and people dont go thru people!


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YUKON MAGAZINE.VI [View all] , blak_yukon, Sun Aug-01-04 09:13 AM
 
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cool stuff :)
Aug 01st 2004
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RE: cool stuff :)
Aug 03rd 2004
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      RE: cool stuff :)
Aug 03rd 2004
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*giggles*
Aug 01st 2004
2
RE: YUKON MAGAZINE.VI
Aug 01st 2004
3
yukon mag...
Aug 01st 2004
4
RE: YUKON MAGAZINE.VI
Aug 02nd 2004
5
RE: YUKON MAGAZINE.VI
Aug 02nd 2004
10
RE: YUKON MAGAZINE.VI
Aug 02nd 2004
6
RE: YUKON MAGAZINE.VI
Aug 02nd 2004
9
      October It Is !
Aug 03rd 2004
13
           word!!
PetraP
Aug 08th 2004
35
YO GIRL..
Aug 02nd 2004
7
yo robyn
Aug 02nd 2004
8
      sure....
Aug 02nd 2004
11
           OK
Aug 03rd 2004
16
                ayo EZZ and Robyn
Aug 04th 2004
20
hey ezzsential
Aug 03rd 2004
12
RE: YUKON MAGAZINE.VI
Aug 03rd 2004
15
crack the whip
Aug 03rd 2004
18
ARE WE GETTING A REPLY TO THIS
Aug 04th 2004
23
RE: crack the whip
Aug 04th 2004
24
      RE: crack the whip
Aug 05th 2004
25
      smacks her wit baby powder
Aug 06th 2004
33
           mm smack me harder
Aug 06th 2004
34
      *grabs popcorn* Zin, Know somebody betta get a tourney
Aug 05th 2004
26
           RE: Bump Dat!
Aug 05th 2004
27
           Move Over Clarion --
Aug 05th 2004
28
                oooooooo, gimme somma dat 'corn!
Aug 10th 2004
37
                     robyn ...
Aug 13th 2004
39
                          hey ezz...
Aug 14th 2004
40
great observation here:
Aug 04th 2004
19
i just wrote this:
Aug 04th 2004
21
i like how u started this...
Aug 06th 2004
29
      the beginnin was intriguing... i think i like science
Aug 06th 2004
31
RE: i just wrote this:
Aug 06th 2004
32
Sleepy Hollow
Aug 04th 2004
22
RE: YUKON MAGAZINE.VI
Aug 10th 2004
36
this is me...
Aug 13th 2004
38
RE: right..;)
Aug 22nd 2004
41
we luv you too
Aug 23rd 2004
42
this was a great idea blak
Aug 25th 2004
43
hi
Aug 27th 2004
44

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