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"fuck!!!!!!" by Randy "Jayare" Johnson
I am the burning lifeless sand of ethiopian valleys cooled by frigid frozen nordic waters blended in urban american testubes where white boys fear my blackness and blacks call me white boy.... the confused mullatto cliche made into television movies where I struggle to fit in mimickin' minstrel masters to pass for or otherwise openly reject "my people".... housenigga!!!!!
or worse yet - supernigga!!!!! so "black" in my lightness that my shadow carries gats and unloads clips on the blvd.... spitting gangsta sob stories and pimpin hoes with the unbridled exuberance of uncle sam at tax time... confused and convincing all that will listen that my light skinded vision reflects the same fucked up circumstance as theres....
Or I am the not -so -secret desire of all chocolate sistas who thru years of branding and brainwashing seek the whitest whites that can still be called black and long to put ponytails in my naturally curled hair...
The brotha that is either stuck on himself or too good to return a casual flirt.... the brotha that "think he so damn fine".... the source of relentless playa hating during debarge's hey day, now deemed out of style in this era of bronze bald and black....
but all thats bullshit....
I am in fact the future. cuZ the future of the world is fuckin! when groups mix they fuck! and god bless us mixed up fucks! cuz while inbred cultuarlly stagnant whites wanna moves blacks back to africa.... blaming them for poverties painful grasp over their lives....
and militant blacks wanna guard the gene pool with the ferocity of a time travling automatic packin zulu warrior interuptin a midnight misouri masters unwanted intrusion into slave quarters....
Im on the sidelines handing out drinks and oysters... cuz everybody needs to fuck...... everybody needs to fuck everybody else as soon as possible.... cuz its only through the passionate penetration of our advasaries....
through the shared vision that comes from shared positions....
thru the inevitable mixin that comes from human curiosty and the desire for forbidden fruit
that we can return to perfection....
cuz we began perfect. as one people....
but time and space divides and soon our brothers werntt our brothers and our sisters wernt our sisters and it became a sin or crime to fuck somebody different...
to mix and match common denominators.... little did we realize the degree to which we were fractional... then facts got changed and history rewrtten and instead of fuckin we were fucked up....
but i believe in America.... the notrion that people from all over the world... fleeing for whatever reason and ending up in the same place.... to share in mysterious cuisine and manners of dress... to adopt each others words abd styles and beliefs... and yes... to fuck! America is the model for where the world should go.... and the world should return to perfection.... america as melting pot? fuck that! yeah we need some heat but not to melt anything.... we need to fuck! we need to fuck and make beautiful babies with kinky straight culry hair.... we need to fuck and blend pale sun burnt flesh with deep olive mixed with asian yellows and apache reds and of course african browns.... We need everybody to fuck everybody else as soon as fucking possible!
So I say black folks, hold on to your african heritage. the cradle of civilization. the locations of humanities origination.... hold on to your struggle and successes and failures and history and culture and language... hold on to your priide strength and courage.... your song and sense of rythm... your attitude and roundess of gluteous maximus..... your passion and conviction and fire.... fuck and make your history theirs.... your pain theirs... your struggle theirs
I say white man... get honest about what you did and didnt do... what you found and what ya stole what your orginanated and what you claimed. we live collectivley under the heritage legacy and history of a single cultural group, that has only reluctantly acknowledged its richness and flavor comes purely from its discarded abused members.... fuck! fuck to get honest fuck for relief from skin cancer.... fuck to get right about your history and everyone else.... fuck to payback centuries of Rape....(this time ONLY by concent) fuck to make up for what ya fucked up!
I am the result of fucking.... im the realization of gods commandment that we love each other.... Im the brideg between, and unbiased observer in a rediculous war of rhetoric and race! fuck to remove race.... fuck to remove space fuck to bring us closer fuck to feed the needs of pent up sexual frustration - everybody lookin across the fence (they wanna taste) but would rather hate.... fuck to remove hate.... God made 1 people. man has divided this people. only man can bring it back to perfection. fuck.
-Jayare Born and Raised in Oakland Ca. Currently living in sacramento. Works in the radio industry, with aspirations of someday professionally writing producing and publishing songs. "seek truth"
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