this hunger inside summons
hope, obliterating past excuses,
evolves views of love validating ease’s simplicity

then habitués each night…
rests every second thoughts set,
uneasy…near erratic and sinister yearnings…
through halting rumours of unending grief howling,
‘hell exists! leave life!’

in nihilism,
sanity’s attempted negation…intent’s yawing sojourn…

impediment marauds, preys each day in mute emotional naïve thoughts.

doubt: overwhelms understanding beyond truth.
opaque perceptions appetise quietly upon ego
– noir, overbearing, insidious, repelling –
total of the anger lingering…

leaves, escapes and ventures ever silent;
only now, love yells
violent incantations offering less…emitting nothing, then
emotions mellow on thoughts importuning other needs – softer

years evoke awareness requiring something
of finesse…
unrest, next, recedes enticing serenity testily

lived in versions evoking death
intently…never tasted…except now thoughts left yield
knowing…not of ways imbued nor granted
extreme xeno truth reaching erring minds emptily…

– incoherence needs cooperative hope’s effective reason, even near craziness’s end.

until new thoughts, ideas live…
self enters lucid freedom...
expels xero privations elicited lengthily, selling
doom once obfuscating minds

through hopelessness, overwhelming unique glory hungering
openness praying effectively, ‘now nihilism ends, serenity saves’.

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"I'm a curbside prophet with my hand in my pocket and I'm waiting for my rocket to come." - Jason Mraz

"Conformity is the refuge of a stagnant mind."