kinda hard to decipher what was never there to begin with
no tru male guidance for me to hone my craft
couldnt learn how to be a man from my mothers gay friends
im saying....
i dont disown or belittle anything ive learned from them
but i cant truly say i had that masculine teacher
am i soft tho?
to a degree with wifey and young seed
but catch Frak on the block with high socks and a hoodie
dont push me
ma dukes raised a barn burner
and shit dont stink unless you burn them bridges
i fought thru lectures and mental torture
held back so many tears that could keep southern cali wet for years
believe...i grew up quickly
saw drugs at its highest peak
and saw the downfall of a mother before she rebirthed herself
had needles playing acupuncture with her viens
hidden agenda top secret keep away from Frak
but the young kid was nosy
poked around and found a stash that would change the bond
close knit after the fact but before
was war
on all cylinders
head on collision endured counsling that wasted money
this was an in house thing
time breaded concieved an idea
ultimatum laid or lose a son before the end of the day
seriously
a prayer answered by daylight checked in
had to stay with auntie but could once breathe again
growing up to be a man so so young
missed alot of play time and the time i had to play
was more like bribes to keep a kid happy
didnt know it then but i can easily see it now
my shadow stalked me for years
i was never ashamed tho....never
just somewhat lost and confused
but as time pans out i realized and found out
a man is just that
a man
nothing more...nothing less
and a woman is just a woman
both beautiful in itself
together we create such beautiful life
weather it be gay straight or both ways involved
ive grown to appreciate what ive been blessed to have in my life
so you ask what does it take to be a man?
maybe you have to live in the next mans shoes to really see that




i just wanna say that this is a smooth topic to speak on cause it can go so many ways and to be able to read so many different directions and aspects on this is just a beautiful thing....cats is delivering some gems in this thread...peace.

fuck a sig!!!


why MiracleRic thinks me and him clic aight, here's the reason, u real with yours, i am once i bring my guard down, we both stupid as hell, we both got our talents, want a lot of the same things, like a lot of the same things, we both