I wasn't there but I am really curious. I just want to say, I HATE when people use that I wasn't in my right mind defense. You are an adult, if you were not in your right mind, you should have pulled out of the show. You should not have done whatever you did that took you OUT of your right mind, If you really LOVE your job. You say you are not making excuses, but that is exactly what you ARE doing. I have never had the pleasure of seeing you live but I heard when you are ON, it is amazing. However, I have heard the tales of when you were a little cocktailed. I liked the debut album and will more than likely cop the new one even though I am not into that One More Drink track. Like the world really needs a song about a gold diggin' alcoholic. We all need to realize that life is about choices, and they are our choices to make. NOT the label, nor anyone elses.