thanks for even taking the time to explaing your case. I can appreciate and respect that. I can definitely relate to working with a bunch of "incompletes". While, I'm not a huge fan of your music interaction like this alway opens me up to give more ear to what I may have previously dismissed. Nevertheless, keep doing what you love and appreciate the time that God has blessed you to be able to do it professionally.
*returns to the basement*
------------------------------------------------------------ subhaanakallahumma (Glory be to you, Oh Allah), wabihamdika (and I praise You). Ashhadu anla ilaha illa anta (I bear witness that none has the right to be worshipped except You). Astaghfiruka