specifically:

"Although I truly believe this encounter between us was consensual, I recognize now that she did not and does not view this incident the same way I did. After months of reviewing discovery, listening to her attorney, and even her testimony in person, I now understand how she feels that she did not consent to this encounter."

like, what ARE we supposed to do with that? I don't have the answer. I loved him. I truly believe he grew into a good man. But that part of the apology is really troubling.