5:55am

the impact happend about 90 minutes ago. i mean, 2 years and 90 minutes ago.

i felt it. i feel it. i found it hard, i find it hard to breathe.

by this time, i know he's gone. i mean, by that time i knew it.

it's all really fucked up. i mean it was.

but i'm a down ass woman. meaning i aint no down ass woman.

which means it didnt break me. it wont break me.

i'm southern. im deeply rooted in strength and spirit.

i'm south like down like tuff like resilient like...

amazing.

cause i aint crazy and i aint dead and i aint killed nobody yet. cause i aint a drunk or a junky or wasting away on grief.

cause i laugh and i dance and i sing

cause i have peace and i have joy and i have beauty and i have grace and i have wonder and i have...

love.