I write to hold it together when I'm falling apart. When I read the things I write when I'm close to giving up, I'm disgusted with myself and my weakness, and use it to motivate me to try harder, work harder, BE BETTER.

I write because

"its a condition, not a profession"

and I write because I'm alone. There is something not quite right in my head that despite being very outgoing and open minded, I very rarely meet anyone I feel like I can actually connect with.

So in place of those close personal relationships, I have anonymous ones with you people, those of you that read my shit anyway.

If I'm like a sex addict, y'all are my one night stands. Some of you are repeat offenders. Some are booty calls. Some are lovers. Textual intimacy; sexual literacy.

I write to touch you, and I write to let you touch me.