73994, RE: i'm back to say a little more Posted by ASIEM, Fri May-02-08 09:09 AM
another installment for me...cause it is TABOO
i looked outside myself seeking approval no doubt i glanced in the mirror but found only a reflection the noise, distortion conflicted emotion all looked back at me wondering wandering a maze of make believe puzzeled just for a moment i digress planted seeds still grow no fertile ground no water no affection no culture barren soil deep within a mindfield beneath the turmoil it seemed no life would come from this still like a thin blade of grass through concrete here am i i did it again even after she touched me and made me feel whole, i choked him squeezed and strained till vains popped there in a sullen slumber he lay waiting anticipating me seperated nothing between us but exhaustion i watch fantasizing waiting for him to get back up touching the moist often dispised fluid i sniff, the air pungent yet sweet engulfed in my own madness vulnerable yet gaurded will i ever stop? do i really want too? i get immense gratification from pleasuring him today i found noone outside to relate but today i talked to me and that feels good...
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