I'm kinda having a hard time gettin' a good grasp on this pCe -- :(

The texture of your words feels so gritty and "under~the~skin-like" -- I can't help but try to scratch it -- but I ain't too sure exactly what's makin' me itch! -- *chuckles*

I'm looking at this flow -- with your references to HIM -- like folks look at Hip~Hop and refer to "it" as a HER (or SHE) -- So I'm wondering if the HE/HIM you're referring to here is an actual MALE or if you're using it as an analogy for something else -- *scratches head*

So ....

Are you saying here that you've had a pseudo/semi~homosexual experience ... and it involves that choking move where the person has an orgasm at the point of almost passing out? -- (AND YOU LIKED IT)?

If so ... that's kool -- I'm just asking, so I can get a grip on your focus and understand the text/content better. -- (I'll read it again for clarity)

If not ... then what exactly are you referring to?

Either way ... Don't choke me for asking! -- :9