sorry peeps i go thr like phases where I write alot.. then i stop

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Senior in high school feeling--planning and sailing--the feeling of completion
Where is my cap and gown-everyone is watching now
and I was isolated in a bathroom stall on my period
Everything wasn't perfect enough
The linens were too heavy-the bleachers were creaky
My high heels were hurting
and I was so high from the feeling everything was in slow motion

This wasn't saved by the bell
My book covers did not play jingle bells
The whole hallway was beating and the corners were round
and I didn't want to sweat anymore
They expected too much, and noone was there waiting anyway with open arms and pats on the back

I'd rather be a football game eating snacks
A basketball game with him rubbing my legs

It wasn't that I was embarrassed-it's just that I did not want to do it
Like long division
Why the high school feeling?

fuck highschool-I quit it

And it's been over ten years ago-
I am trying to be optimistic

I hugged some chick that thought she was better than me
who was academically involved and had a cheerleading skirt on
But I got a tiara though

Oh, now I know the high school feeling
Someone else was paying the bills
Now my heart has set sailing

Casted me back to the present but I lived in a castle in the west wing
I shrunk 6 sizes under a palm tree