>I was
>becoming pretty unhappy and very much on my way to becoming an
>alcoholic,

considering most of your pposting for a few months there was very negative and usually inebriated, I think several of us were actually worried about you. Your posting's been much more... balanced? the past two or three weeks. Glad you feel like you could unburden yourself here; goes to show that the community here goes way beyond the music that brings us together initially.