Undergrad. Never graduated. I’m 38.

I was in the military for a few years after high school and I first attended college full time after I got out of the military. Had a few lackadaisical years in between but now I’m back at it.

I feel old and I’m ready for it to be over. I don’t feel like doing the work. I’m a double major with about a year left after this semester. Some kind of science is one of my majors; I have labs, do not wanna do nothing. A lot of papers due, not looking forward to writing.

Trying to get motivated and leave my mark on the world. Seems dreary.

On a semi related note, I miss smoking cigars.

Why does everything that’s bad for me feel so good ©️Child of the Night