13461074, RE: I feel this|
Posted by GNT1986, Sun May-22-22 09:07 AM
that was the same silver lining I came to.
if *this* is kdot's answer and he's rich - well, shit. aiight. at least i'm not in left field, solo dolo.
but it just feels like it's an endless cycle of coping mechanisms with no *real* movement.
you win a little bit of ground. you lose a lot. play it smart, build back up. lose it all again.
repeat ad nauseam.
it really drives home the fact that *if i could do things differently* i would have solely focused on money and scraping together something for myself/securing financial wellbeing versus dedicating my career and life to the public good.