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"Everyone has a plan until you punch them in the face. Then they don't have a plan anymore." (c) Mike Tyson

"what's a leader if he isn't reluctant"

would get capped on site if you played with this in 2020

I feel like my creative process has been stagnant since then. Am I a statistic?

at the end of the day, though...

As well as one that promotes diversity, wellness, and inclusive internal policies down to an open dress code and grey lines on working hours.

And the on the other hand that dude by all accounts is a legit turd and is too comfortable with white nationalist and they're too comfortable with him.

And so whenever I read those new stories or people send me articles I invoke my Bennet rule because I'm not about to be a Black coach out here responding to Brian Flores news.

That is the first time I have ever done that. I have to mention though, that I also had a third interview yesterday, and have had at lease 5 other interviews this month. Even so, this is kinda a big deal for me. If that third interview place from yesterday makes an offer, I probably won't accept because I want to hold out for something that is right for me vs. just something.

I am glad that people are coming back to this site. There is going to be so much more to read. I want the boards to go back to moving quickly.

I am going to do everything I can to take care of me while I am unemployed. I am about to take a walk now and then workout directly after. Then I might sit out on the patio with my new fire pit and my projector and watch reality tv shows, lol.

For today that is my plan, but I will probably do some classes or training's as the time goes on. Taking care of me is going to mean different things on different days.

Here's to winging it!!

Oooh speaking of cheers, I might go walk around in Total Wine today. Sip some samples ... impulse spend on some alcoholic beverages... yeah...

But I am gone get another job though ... at some point.

heard Jessica for the first time. Answer of course is no. But what if it were played all the time by my pops? Maybe.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8nBikBBDeBM


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"Everyone has a plan until you punch them in the face. Then they don't have a plan anymore." (c) Mike Tyson

"what's a leader if he isn't reluctant"

Let me state this: I have enough money. I have no debts that are in jeopardy. I have enough in savings for more than 6 months if I lost my job. I have a family support system that would prevent anything drastic from happening for months or maybe even years if I suddenly had no income.

I don't have any gambling or substance abuse problems. My job is secure at a very stable company.

But whenever I spent money for something like a jacket or shoes - things I need - I feel very anxious. Basically anything that's not a bill and cost over $100 I get very leery about buying.

I'm not sure what is triggering this but it's exhausting. I'm spending a lot of time in my head worrying about it. and it's for things that cost $100 dollars - not cars or houses or medical expenses.

What's the deal with that?

not taking it. Was cool to go out there though.

www.Tupreme.com

https://ibb.co/k4m6n8C

Welcome back everyone.

Parked the car and seen them working across the street. My shit looks wild af but the neighbors looked worse.. then he drives the mover over and does my neighbors yard so I’m like… fuuuuuck me.

“Yo my brotha.. throw me some numbers”

its exceptionally difficult for me to accept help or support from...anyone.

i would say im working on it but id be lying

it makes me feel weak and in debt to someone else

meanwhile if i see someone needs or wants something i take great joy in jumping in there (if i can)

shrug

ps fk therapy.


on sabbatical.

does it really matter?

wonder what bin's doing?
http://i.imgur.com/phECCMp.jpg