and I'm isolated.

Like, before I had a community and cycling was a way of life. Here in the suburbs of NYC, cycling is akin to golf, or fencing and while I live amongst those types who think of it that way, I in no way feel bro-y about cycling. Its not exercise, its fun.

And yeah, there is a fear that I wont be able to hold on to any gains I would make on the bike because I would need to give up my time even more for dad or husband shit.