13433180, I guess energy and patience....
Posted by FLUIDJ, Wed May-19-21 01:03 PM
just on extreme autopilot....
every day just feels like a carbon copy of the previous.
same issues with the kids
same issues with the work
same issues with the everything else
Really just need these kids back in school, back in a normal environment, learning things that we simply can't teach them in this environment. Really just need to have the capacity to get on a track of progress...
Just need to have an ounce of meaningful time with my wife that doesn't involve kids, kids education, cooking, cleaning, planning out the next shitty noneventful week, etc. etc....
Did the math yesterday and we literally spend like 1 hr of "quality time" daily...which isn't ideal at all.
"Get ready....for your blessing....."
"Bury me by my Grand-Grand and when you can come follow me"
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