I was a weed head as a kid...then my anxiety popped up one day and said "we're gonna be friends"

so then I just drank and drank too much all while in in denial about a health issue.

I finally looked into the health issue but Ive been on a medication that makes alcohol turn my body into a cocoon of pain while also making it super potent so every unit of alcohol is like 1.75X

weed is out because of the anxiety and the health issue.

so...yeah, i have weed treats, weed, vape pens, a full booze cabinent, a full wine fridge and I don't want to touch any of it.

I'm not sober, I fuck with kava heavy, but it's a tricky substance to be friends with.