There's only one ex that i've had that we are on 'bad terms'. Other than that, my relationships end amicably and i don't hate a person just bc i'm not in a romantic relationship with them.

Absent some foul ass shit, i don't understand how you can erase someone from your life, just bc you are not in a romantic relationship with them any longer. I can get needing space to get over them and maybe not wanting to be close to them for your mental health, but for me, after that break...we still good peoples. I still want the best for you, hope you do for me and i would still be there for you in any way i could.