5 years of our lives. Like 2015 through now went by *so fucking fast* and throughout most of it I feel like I was and am nearly completely consumed by his/their bullshit.

Makes me really sad. Thankfully I've somehow still managed to improve my life on multiple levels both professionally and personally despite that, which almost makes no sense. But still I can't help but feel like there's things I didn't do that I wanted to or could have, had I not been so consumed with fighting off nazis in my free time.