that’s with anything that may cause me pain or sickness. like, despite the joy of birthing a child, I never did it again because of the pain. with covid... it’s more likely a combination of 1 and 2. If I never had to leave the house again or wear masks for the rest of life, I’m totally fine with it.

now when I analysis my crazy lol...it’s crazy! because once in pain, I’ll take damn near anything if it takes away the pain.

but, manufacturing, being implanted with chips, being black...ain’t got nothing to do with it.

good question. I hope it makes sense...