13399827, thinking about Ben staying by himself in the courtyard Posted by shamus, Tue Aug-18-20 12:18 AM
and then watching that vid about loneliness. Appreciated how that struggle has been largely invisible to those around him because that's really how it goes. Nobody sees you. Nobody cares.
thinking about the text Kwame received from ole girl while he was in the gallery. How one person's violator can be another person's dream date. No great revelation there, but the scene struck that sore spot that wonders why other people get to move on and maybe even "be happy" while you're still hurt and processing what happened. (not trying to ignore how problematic she is however. just saying that's what the scene made me think about.)
Also thinking about Kwame's perennial dating question of whether someone can be the right person for you, but you met them at the wrong time. don't know.
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