it's been through all the ill shit, all the wars, all the recessions & depressions.

shit goes down, they just find new ways to profit off what ever the fuck it is that's going down.

THAT SAID

I got two young kids at home, my wife is working from home as well. I am growing worried I'm not able to stay relevant.

Prekids I was the guy who would routinely pull 12 and even 18 hour days.

After kids I took on a hard 7.5 hour day

Now...I'm lucky if I could get in a solid 4 hours of work.

I was normally balancing 4 projects at once.

Now I'm down to one project and doing a few things at a time on that one project.

I can't live like this. I need completion to feel alright. I got nothing but unfinished tasks at my feet and while I'm feeding the beast and making those that need my output to keep dancing, dancing, I'm still worried I could be doing a lot more.