One is my mother. I have an issue with her that I can’t quite put my finger on but it stems from me basing the way I see myself by trying to live up to her standards. She is judge mental. The second person is a male friend that I’ve been talking to for over a year. But something in me has caused me to want to step away from him as well. He can be judge mental as well and he can’t really help me in any real way anymore. Pepe talks are cool but I need something more solid and heart felt.

So I’m feeling a ways about all that but I am beginning to focus more on keeping my feelings and goals to myself and just going for them I. Spite of my anxiety or worry or obstacles. If people try to hinder me I just push them away. I don’t need anyone adding to my worry. And honestly if they were that worried about me they would offer a way to help me meet my goals instead of deterring me from my path. So yeah. No.
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