her family lives near me (Falls Church, VA)
I tutor kids like her
I know for a fact her parents aren't as rich as she would have you believe
the money game with kids worries me
She was trying to live a life of an actual rich kid
and the actual rich kids were jealous
and in this little ecosystem...all of it is bullshit
but enthralling none the least

"Get ready....for your blessing....."
"Bury me by my Grand-Grand and when you can come follow me"

https://jezebel.com/that-caroline-calloway-essay-is-out-oh-boy-does-it-li-1838027451

I didn't realize this was some social media sht.


"Get ready....for your blessing....."
"Bury me by my Grand-Grand and when you can come follow me"

is this the girl who was always late to trial because she was obsessed with fashion?

I can handle short OKP posting as small diversions...


"Get ready....for your blessing....."
"Bury me by my Grand-Grand and when you can come follow me"

that the world is moving away from things I can relate to more and more.

Like name a white woman who was most regarded and treated as a crook or criminal?

Like look at this poster for that Elizabeth Holmes documentary

https://cdn.vox-cdn.com/thumbor/JD1Ms4Xv8tbEpBsZeG7VkWdHQJ4=/1400x0/filters:no_upscale()/cdn.vox-cdn.com/uploads/chorus_asset/file/15959931/holmes.jpg

How is there a question mark by fraud?


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"Everyone has a plan until you punch them in the face. Then they don't have a plan anymore." (c) Mike Tyson

"what's a leader if he isn't reluctant"

on OKP alone....

"Get ready....for your blessing....."
"Bury me by my Grand-Grand and when you can come follow me"

and about 4 more hours a day.

I get some me time this evening. Going to go get some some jeans and then prolly spend some money on these kids.

It’s my daughters 4th bday next week so I’m going to hook her up.

had some shit go down at work last week that didn't even have to happen. but they broke me and made me come out of character and cut all the professional bullshit.

niggas acting right this week tho. i know that much...

We have a huge parking lot but she refused to park anywhere besides right out front so she just makes a space where there isn’t one.

I want to leave a note or kick her car.

She isn’t handicapped or obese. Just being an ass.

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“It was the evidence from science and history that prompted me to abandon my atheism and become a Christian.” — Lee Strobel, The Case for Christ

The Case for Christ Lecture: https://youtu.be/67uj2qvQi_k

Looking for Good News: https://www.goo

https://media.makeameme.org/created/hit-dogs-holler.jpg

She parks horizontally in front of my car grill on a tight corner which means her car is out in the street.

and there are so many empty parking spots right around the corner. It’s rude and dangerous.

I park in the back aways from everyone and without any worries.


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“It was the evidence from science and history that prompted me to abandon my atheism and become a Christian.” — Lee Strobel, The Case for Christ

The Case for Christ Lecture: https://youtu.be/67uj2qvQi_k

Looking for Good News: https://www.goo

And so perfectly America/n
Y’all folks from there ... underrated in your resilience.
Alabama and Mississippi and South Carolina survivors get credit that y’all from NC also deserve.

Cause if you are talking about the McCready loss... that’s local politics.

Like most states the urban areas are blue as hell and the rural areas are red.

Is too much for me.

and by travel i mean something beyond NC, SC, VA. i get out of that bubble and im like "oh shit life is actually great in some places"

even nashville felt like a different world and thats not that far.

I guess it’s not as wild to me because I’m not from here so when I go other places it’s just other places to me.

Cali seems to be the only place where I’m like “wow” but that’s because I get spoiled when I’m out there. If I had to come out of pocket or wait in lines I would probably have a different perception.

didnt really travel much for things besides sports until college though.

sports trips were usually just hotel -> field -> restaurant -> repeat so i didn't get to experience much culture.

She wanted to make sure we experienced life outside of Pittsburgh.

I remind myself it’s a red state. If the family weren’t here I wouldn’t be here.

i want to find something having to do with helping the environment but no idea how to start that search. ideally something that doesnt require any additional school or certificates.

https://www.ihireenvironmental.com/

or

indeed.com. search for environmental jobs

not exactly what im looking for. i guess i need to be more creative with my search. im thinking more r&d. maybe those jobs are just not near me.

There was a position at Purina earlier this year that I was well qualified for but didn't apply to because I figured I didn't want dogs as coworkers. Then I get here, to this job (not Purina) and there are 9 dogs around. Ugh! The Purina job would have paid more too!

How many drug addicts you see serving up that yay?


"Get ready....for your blessing....."
"Bury me by my Grand-Grand and when you can come follow me"

but 9 dogs is OD. we kind of schedule out who brings a dog so its never more than 2.

aka Kid Warts.

Not sure which kid from summer camp gave them to him but I'd love to smack him upside the head.

It doesn't really hurt him but it's not cute at all.

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"Everyone has a plan until you punch them in the face. Then they don't have a plan anymore." (c) Mike Tyson

"what's a leader if he isn't reluctant"

This is the type of shit that scares me about becoming a mom. Kids love to spread germs.

I'd admit I chuckled at "it's not cute at all" and wanting to smack a kid upside the head.

well sorta.

not quite real life, just on twitter

i responded to a Blue Check's tweet, and she summarily cursed me out

then DM'd me to say she's someone from here that i did wrong 20 years ago

i don't even remember all the details from back then but i sincerely apologized to her...i had no idea i'd hurt her like that..i didn't make any excuses. i just apologized

she legit threatened to "crush me" if i ever came near her

again, i didn't know that's who she was when i replied to her tweet

it was like, wow...felt like shit all night..then blocked her on everything i could find. definitely don't want to ever cause her any more pain...

d

>she legit threatened to "crush me" if i ever came near her


I guess she wasn't addressing the situation to reach any kind of understanding or peace.
Did she at least tell you what the offense was?

which makes sense cuz when someone hurts you, the way that felt gets stuck in your craw, while the offender has the luxury to not remember as it wasn't a significant moment in their lives...

I don't want to give any more detail though because then I'd be re-offending, so to speak...it would cause her further pain and embarrassment if folks here figured out who i was talking about and/or remembered the posts.

d

there's at least one person still posting here who I will never acknowledge

but I've moved past 99% of issues I've ever had with people and I'd like to hope others have grown accordingly

yet these secret snarky Facebook groups still exist and third party accounts of people having decade long issues with me still stand

it's bizarre and weird human behavior with most of us right on the edge of 40 if not older

>i responded to a Blue Check's tweet, and she summarily cursed
>me out
>
>then DM'd me to say she's someone from here that i did wrong
>20 years ago
>
>i don't even remember all the details from back then but i
>sincerely apologized to her...i had no idea i'd hurt her like
>that..i didn't make any excuses. i just apologized
>
>she legit threatened to "crush me" if i ever came near her
>
>again, i didn't know that's who she was when i replied to her
>tweet
>
>it was like, wow...felt like shit all night..then blocked her
>on everything i could find. definitely don't want to ever
>cause her any more pain...

that's crazy that she came at you like that... for whatever that might have been done wrong

but then again ... never mind

or just some petty internet beef shit? i can't imagine really holding on to grudges on over some internet shit if it didn't effect my money or real life.

and i guess she used to say/do things to make him jealous.

we were never involved outside of a platonic level. always just been friends.

he has no idea i once paid off their rent so they wouldnt get evicted, or that i used to help his girl with money and deal hookups for her son (like flying him from coast to coast) because okp dude was often jobless and couldnt even support himself half the time.

i pretty much kept their 'family' afloat behind the scenes sometimes and kept dude from committing suicide on at least one occasion and never even brought it up to him to throw it in his face.

dude has been through several relationships since (i assume). and i think might even be married now. still holding on to that hate tho.

Man, I *love* OKP. Stuff like this used to pop off all the time & keep me entertained. This is taking me back to the old days.

and I had to hear about it at the dinner table every time money was brought up.

what he had an issue with was her talking about me early on...when they first got involved...in a way that made him feel insecure.

he didnt know i was helping her out. she always said she got it from a friend, family member, ot at her job, etc.

the whole point was to keep it secret so he wouldnt throw a fit.

truly i was helping out of the kindness of my heart because me and his girl were cool.

either way...shit was like 15 years ago. time to free yourself from that emotional bondage.

https://i.makeagif.com/media/1-21-2018/bgtpOK.gif

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gDAXAM4n_xo


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"Everyone has a plan until you punch them in the face. Then they don't have a plan anymore." (c) Mike Tyson

"what's a leader if he isn't reluctant"

students....stuff they don't know, and all they can say is, "This shit is boring."


I have to work to be a better teacher here, but I know if I was teaching this same lesson in Nairobi or Kitui or somewhere else on the continent, I would have attentive, focused young'uns ready to work.

But this is my path. ***sigh***

Hang in there. They need you.

I’m starting to question how much I love mines.
despite my mother and him not being together
he was significant in my life
I learned a lot from him
but I don’t feel like I know him enough to say I love him
I’m about to get to know him
time slippin’

No matter the type, the tears show up. Can't help it, even if I wanted to. Music takes me to beautiful places.

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"Everyone has a plan until you punch them in the face. Then they don't have a plan anymore." (c) Mike Tyson

"what's a leader if he isn't reluctant"

i found myself digging a country album earlier cuz it was hitting the feels. i almost understood why there are people that like country lol. if i wasnt at work i might had let it play in full and let some tears flow down. once i started feeling that jimmy butler shroom hair growing out i had to hit stop.