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Topic subjectjust to know and REALLY internalize that none of this shit REALLY
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13210340, just to know and REALLY internalize that none of this shit REALLY
Posted by Somnus, Tue Nov-07-17 09:47 PM
means shit, must be so liberating and yet terrifying

I fluctuate between these states, between childlike glee and 100 yard stare shell-shocked dread

it's REALLY annoying at times

meh.
13210342, Life is what you choose to make it and focus on (mainly)
Posted by Adwhizz, Tue Nov-07-17 09:54 PM
Yeah, sometimes circumstances can get fucking unbearable to the point you have no choice BUT to pay attention to the bad shit happening.

But other times you can choose your own adventure and make amazing shit happen for you and the people around you if you have the resources and imagination.

I've decided to devote my life to creating good experiences for the people around me and myself.

Ultimately that's what people will remember when it's all said and done right?
13210344, I dig it, Whizz. But I'm speaking to the heart of this shit
Posted by Somnus, Tue Nov-07-17 10:05 PM
& I'm preaching to the choir in this regard

but still

the nothingness of it all

The Big Empty

it's age old

it's all pervasive

we kid ourselves

anyways, how you doing, bruh?
13210345, ALl things considered I'm doing well
Posted by Adwhizz, Tue Nov-07-17 10:11 PM
I'm in a position to build beautiful things and create happy moments for others while creating epic imagery.

Bundle of nerves, but compares to a bunch of people around the globe REALLY doing badly, I can't complain.
13210348, still doing the S&M stuff? that shit was masterful.
Posted by Somnus, Tue Nov-07-17 10:31 PM
13210367, Thanks, it's bene a while since I posted any of that.
Posted by Adwhizz, Wed Nov-08-17 05:58 AM
https://www.dropbox.com/sh/1ixrmht147arp08/AAAULBESjemmxnNTjgIK1om9a?dl=0


I like to think I've gotten better since then
13210928, RE: Thanks, it's bene a while since I posted any of that.
Posted by kaiba., Thu Nov-09-17 04:30 AM
You ever thought about putting this stuff out there in book form?
13210556, eh....sounds like paranoid hoping....HOPING it don't mean anythiing
Posted by c71, Wed Nov-08-17 12:30 PM
but you don't believe that.....so the "back and forth" goes on.