you gotta be unabashedly black w/ white
>folks. the ones that still fuck w/ you are the real ones.
>trying to hard to fit in with white people shit and subjugate
>your blackness will mindfuck you.

it's taken me a long time to recognize that i was even doing this...but yup i've cut that shit out completely...still have to catch myself unconsciously leaning there sometimes...the mindfuck is real. :(

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