Talked to her about everything. Sought advice on other girls I was seeing, etc. I thought she was cute (not fine but cute) but we were only ever really good friends. Then she had a psychotic breakdown and yadda yadda we don't speak at all now some 3-4 yrs later.

Post-breakdown she admitted to me that she always had feelings for me and that I was never single long enough for her to pursue those feelings. I felt like a huge asshole cuz I have def talked about other girls around her, and she has definitely witnessed me flirt with other girls. She even witnessed me catch some groupie love.

Always felt like me being oblivious to all of that played a part in her breakdown. I mean, I didn't know her feelings, so I don't feel 100% of the blame but definitely some part.