But him wanting to commit suicide makes sense. Especially since even his own lawyers were discussing his guilt and possible plea at that point. Oh and he could be dealing with unknown untreated mental health issues related to all of those hits to the head during his football years. They're more likely to commit suicide than those of us without those injuries (http://www.ajc.com/news/news/kosta-karageorge-cte-football-suicide/njJf9/) but I dunno that he has those injuries. He may have felt there was no way out for him. Which clearly wasn't true. Suicide rarely makes sense though.