the people that are flat-out cold make me feel icky and nervous. whether they are the occasional cheater that will fuck anything convenient--a defense lawyer i know who fucks around on his wife with "hiiiiiideous bitches i kick out da bed"--or the person who can have an ongoing relationship with someone and think of them as dirt.

like for me i've only cheated in situations where i didnt trust my main chick for shit anyway. so basically i insulated my heart as much as possible but i didn't stifle it, and the No. 1/No.2/No. 3 distinction mostly meant how much emotion I would let out. But in no case did I let *no* emotion creep in or leak out. That just seems fucked up.